light

sitting alone,
a soft spring kiss melts in my palm,
the pain dissolves away

;]

You smiled at me
It was genuine happiness
We laughed together
And it was heaven

after taste

Underneath it all,

a chocolate heart remains

unwrapping the silver foil,

I take a tender bite

A sweet taste melts on my tongue and a redolent scent fill my nose

ahh, heaven

After swallowing the last morsle

a pungent after taste seeps through my mouth

and sinks down my throught

I wipe it from my lips, but it does not fade

A hidden sadness lingers in my mind

I will never experience the magical taste again,

At least it was wonderful while it lasted

Fears

behind fogged glass
a fear coulds the mirror
Wiping at the reflection I see nothing there
I'm alone in the world as death lingers in the wrinkles of my old, worn life
No second chances are given,
I failed for eternity
The only one left to pity myself is me
And yet I feel the eyes of God on my shoulder as I fall below the floor
All life is wasted
It is forgotten

Ahead one moon of a clear summer night,
a breeze flows through the air
The wind playfully tugs at my mind as I think and suddenly freeze
You seep into my mind leaving an icy taste on my soft, warm evening
A troubled past peels away the blur from my view and
reality steps in
it steals me away and reveals the painful truth
You caught my facade and you drag me from my pretend world
The darkness is bitter as you take hold of my life,
As you take hold of me

smell

I see you from afar,

standing in the horizon

The sun leaves a soft haze around your face as it begins to rise

this morning is particularly dull

every leaf drooping from its branch is in a complete melancholy silence

You slowly walk closer with a straight face

a sadness lingers in your eyes

it pulls me in

the moisture clings to my clothes as I yearn to reach out and touch you,

to hold your hand,

to embrace you

my soul rips from my body as my feet stay in place

Restraining myself, I feel an urgency rise as you walk past

my hand twitches

I shiver as your scent approaches
The soft smell feels milky on my skin,
and it caresses my face
It wraps around my body and curls at my every whim,
It surrounds me, and enters my mind without knowing
The smell intoxicates me with such an intensity that my mind whirls with thoughts and memories of you
I stumble and gasp as you walk directly past me

I long to leap from my body and do what I know I can't, or what I shouldn't
the scent carries me along
it drags me out of my body, and pulls me along side

As you walk ahead,

the feeling passes,

I regain my senses

thinking clearly, I blink out my eyes and straiten my posture,

though I will never breath again

Death

I had an epiphany. The purpose of life is death. We do everything we do, so we can do it before we die. If people lived forever, there wouldn't be a point in anything, because there wouldn't be a time limit. It's like, because we know we are going to die one day, we try to have the best life possible. But if you never die, then you will stop trying, and the whole point of life will be lost. Imagine sitting day after day knowing there will never be an end, so it's like, what does it matter. There has to be an end somewhere, and everything leads to the end. In a book, you read untill the last sentance... the point of the whole story is for it to end. Once you read that last page of a book, everything falls into place. All problems are resolved. It is the resolution. So why isn't life like that. We live for there to be an end. Dying is your resolution. Without it, you'd be an unfinished book. So in order to have the best life possible, you have to die.