It hits me hard to see you again After you have been absent from my presence, It feels as though you are fading but then the moment I see you once more I collapse under your command and hope you can't see because my life is in your arms you hold it with a tight grasp but dare to drop it and I'll just die dare to walk a step closer and I'll tear myself to pieces dare to touch me and I won't hold myself back anymore Love is on the verge of breakdown You rip me to shreds
behind fogged glass a fear coulds the mirror Wiping at the reflection I see nothing there I'm alone in the world as death lingers in the wrinkles of my old, worn life No second chances are given, I failed for eternity The only one left to pity myself is me And yet I feel the eyes of God on my shoulder as I fall below the floor All life is wasted It is forgotten
Monday, March 9, 2009
Ahead one moon of a clear summer night, a breeze flows through the air The wind playfully tugs at my mind as I think and suddenly freeze You seep into my mind leaving an icy taste on my soft, warm evening A troubled past peels away the blur from my view and reality steps in it steals me away and reveals the painful truth You caught my facade and you drag me from my pretend world The darkness is bitter as you take hold of my life, As you take hold of me
My name is Jackie and I play the bass in orchestra. Yuppppp. I'm in theater, i like to act. ummmm, i like to read. i'm addicted to aim, facebook, and any other online blog type communication site such as this. lol, yea, that's about it!